When did it happen?
I bumped into Dan last night.
Was out walking in training for this stupid half-marathon next weekend and there he was. New t-shirt, new shorts, new hair cut and a smile on his face meeting friends for dinner. He seemed happy.
And I wondered; when did it happen?
When did he decide to change his image for the better? When did he decide to take control of his life? But more importantly, why didn’t he love me enough to change when I needed him to? I don’t mean I got in the relationship purely because I wanted to change him, I’m not like that. But with any long term relationship/marriage, you inevitably hit a wall and one, if not the both of you, have to change to a certain degree as your relationship grows. So why couldn’t he have done it for us?
It makes me sad and angry that it took something severe enough as me ending it before he stopped being complacent and took control of himself and his life. I wonder if he has done this to get me back or if he has done it for himself. Either way, unfortunately, it’s too little too late.
In other news, I took the day off from work today and spent it window shopping and chilling out in Central Park; just needed some time out to clear my head you know? It did me a world of good and I’m feeling a bit better than I have done of late.
Got any plans for the weekend? I’m off to get my hair done tomorrow in the morning and then spending the rest of my weekend with my cousin for some serious drinking, flirting and dirty talk and that’s just while his wife is there! lol. Have a good weekend guys and gals xx
Until next time…
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Even though it’s the worst feeling in the world, sometimes the best thing we can do for someone is end your relationship with them. It’s just the wake up call they need to make some adjustments and be happy.
Also, Hooray for you mental health day from work. I just LOVE those!