What to do, what to do…
Ok, so in a bit of a blogging funk right now which is not helped by my pretty crappy mood I’m in at the moment. There’s no reason for it except that I’m so tired I feel like I could collapse at any point. For whatever nonsense I’m barely sleeping all night through instead, waking up 7 or 8 times a night and let’s just say it’s wearing thin with me now.
What did I do over the weekend? Went to the travel agents to begin the ‘big trip’ planning but got thoroughly bored with it. That’s right, you read it, ‘bored’ of planning the trip of a life time. I guess it’s because it suddenly dawned on me that I’ve got a shit load of planning to do and a crap load of things to buy before I even begin to organise the finer details. Again, my mood is not helping the situation.
And then there’s my birthday. In just over two weeks time I will have blessed this planet with 23 years of my wonderful self and yet no one to celebrate it with. Most of my family are away, my ‘friends’ haven’t been in touch in at least a week and I’m left with the sinking feeling that I will spend my mid-week birthday alone instead of glamming it up and heading into town. What a thoroughly lame way to spend my birthday particularly as next year I’ll be away for it.
Dear Friends and Family; why do you have to suck so much? It’s my birthday – you should be organising something for me not the other way around! Why do I always have to pick losers for friends when I deserve much better than you. When I find new friends and believe me I will, I’ll leave you and then you’ll realise just how special I am.
Until next time…
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If you don’t want to plan it, I will!! I LOOOVE planning trips, seriously. Even if I don’t get to go on them. I have tons of itineraries I have never actually played out. Sad, but true. Anyway, where are you going?
Also I’m sorry to hear about your birthday hun, but if it’s any consolation, I have great friends and I STILL have to plan my own birthday celebrations. We’re just not lucky enough to have friends who take initiative
Sassy Girl – I’m getting back in the mood to plan – just gets tiring every now and then but I’ll be sure to look you up if I get completely fed up!