Whisper Your Secrets

I know I said I wouldn’t be here for a week but it turns out I miss you guys more than I thought so here’s an update…

So, my chapter of life with Dan is now over.  Whilst we are attempting to remain best friends I understand that it will be difficult to begin with.  He has all his friends around him now which means I have none as all my friends were actually his.  I’m feeling hurt and jealous by this but I will have to get over it – he deserves the friends more than I do at this point in time.

I haven’t felt this depressed or been in so much pain since I was about 18 and forgot how much your emotions can hurt you.  However, after the initial couple of days and leaving my keys in the apartment, I have come to terms with the fact that what I did was right.  He deserves someone who loves him with all their heart and as he said to me, at least I am not leaving him for someone else.

I’d rather not talk about the night I told him but I will say that we spent a final night together falling asleep in each other’s arms and it was wonderful.  I have hurt the man I love and cannot, at the moment, find it in my heart to forgive myself but I’ll get there. 

One day at a time Serena, one day at a time.

Until next time…

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