You know where a person is a complete tool but every now and then they surprise you and you fool yourself into thinking that they are nice, they are good and you wonder why you were so hard on them? They then return to themselves and you realise why you disliked them all that time? [...]
I bumped into Dan last night.
Was out walking in training for this stupid half-marathon next weekend and there he was. New t-shirt, new shorts, new hair cut and a smile on his face meeting friends for dinner. He seemed happy.
And I wondered; when did it happen?
When did he decide to change his image for [...]
Hey bitches I’m back, for real this time. No more contemplating on the lessons you can learn in a bedroom but more on the lessons you can learn in life such as this: people can be assholes and truly not realise it!
Over the weekend I damn near killed myself moving furniture around and setting up [...]
Hi all. Sorry about the lack of communication recently; been a weird few days emotionally. Almost left Dan on Sunday; started packing and clearing out but found a poem he had written saying he wasn’t loved, had never felt so alone and that he didn’t care if he lived or died. Talk about knocking the [...]
Ok – so I’m writing this post enraged at people and their stupid judgements…
It is a running joke between everyone that knows me that I always call my boobs ‘mosquito bites’ or ‘bee stings’ because on the grand scheme of things (in body form) they’re not really in proportion to the rest of me.
Anyway, [...]
Feel like crap today. Miss J and I have been talking about my situation with Dan through our many e-mails (I do work at work I promise) and she finally turned around today and said ‘don’t you think it’s a bit mean stringing him along like this’ and as soon as I read that I [...]
Nate and I went to an RnB concern last night and had a great time. We had to travel for about 40 minutes to get there so I told him about Two and a Half Men (TAAHM) and the ‘lipstick on the hoo hoo’ scene (yes it does mean what you think it does). Needless [...]
So, after some long hard thinking I’ve come to the realisation that whilst I love Dan as a best friend, I am no longer ‘in love’ with him.
A while back a friend said that he had bumped into a friend of his who had recently split up with his girlfriend of 7 years, he asked [...]
If I’m going to post about secrets, I guess my first real post should be a secret of mine, a big secret, so here goes…
Whilst I love Dan, I am in love with The One. Always have been and always will probably because we had such a horrible ending which left me with the age [...]
