Being that I’m going traveling etc I decided to start a named blog for my friends and family etc to join me whilst I begin to plan my trip and then follow me when I’m away…it’s so much easier than sending 20 e-mails each time and the fact that I’m just too lazy!

Well, I was e-mailing the Evil One whilst at work because I owe her some money and I mentioned my new blog and the title of it and instead of saying ‘that’s a really cool idea’ she said ‘why would you call it that’ but with a tone of a voice that said ‘what a stupid name for a travel blog’ – WHAT. A. BITCH!

That’s the problem with the Evil One.  It’s never what she says but the way she says it and yet I’m the one being stupid when I complain to Eleanor about it?!  What a tool!  Of course, the title of my travel blog is pretty obscure but it has a lot of meaning to me and that’s all that counts.  It just sucks when people have nothing better to do with their lives than criticise others and their decisions.

Dear Evil One; how about you lose 80lbs, get a man, move out of home and then get back to me with your comments bitch?  At least I’m doing something with my life and I’m not a 46 year old who hasn’t had a date in 23 years, still lives with her mom and pretends she’s a mom because she has two nieces!

In other news, My birthday was lovely.  The girls threw me a picnic with birthday cake!  Then, a guy I have started ‘seeing’ (more on that soon) sent me a huge bunch of flowers – how romantic!  Unfortunately, my day didn’t end that well with Dan coming over in the evening to drop my present off.  I sat there and went through the motions with him; guilt, sadness, anger and eventually he left.  Let’s just say it confirmed why I had left him – I know I made the right decision.

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Was out walking in training for this stupid half-marathon next weekend and there he was.  New t-shirt, new shorts, new hair cut and a smile on his face meeting friends for dinner.  He seemed happy.

And I wondered; when did it happen?

When did he decide to change his image for the better?  When did he decide to take control of his life?  But more importantly, why didn’t he love me enough to change when I needed him to?  I don’t mean I got in the relationship purely because I wanted to change him, I’m not like that.  But with any long term relationship/marriage, you inevitably hit a wall and one, if not the both of you, have to change to a certain degree as your relationship grows.  So why couldn’t he have done it for us?

It makes me sad and angry that it took something severe enough as me ending it before he stopped being complacent and took control of himself and his life.  I wonder if he has done this to get me back or if he has done it for himself.  Either way, unfortunately, it’s too little too late.

In other news, I took the day off from work today and spent it window shopping and chilling out in Central Park; just needed some time out to clear my head you know?  It did me a world of good and I’m feeling a bit better than I have done of late. 

Got any plans for the weekend?  I’m off to get my hair done tomorrow in the morning and then spending the rest of my weekend with my cousin for some serious drinking, flirting and dirty talk and that’s just while his wife is there! lol.  Have a good weekend guys and gals xx

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