I know I said I wouldn’t be here for a week but it turns out I miss you guys more than I thought so here’s an update…
So, my chapter of life with Dan is now over. Whilst we are attempting to remain best friends I understand that it will be difficult to begin with. He [...]
I did, I finished with Dan. Words can’t describe the look on his face or the pain that I feel.
I can’t write anymore – it’s still too raw. If it’s ok with you guys I’ll take a week off from here? I can’t cope trying to be humerous whilst ‘grieving’ for my relationship.
Until next time [...]
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love | April 23rd, 2009
Hi all. Sorry about the lack of communication recently; been a weird few days emotionally. Almost left Dan on Sunday; started packing and clearing out but found a poem he had written saying he wasn’t loved, had never felt so alone and that he didn’t care if he lived or died. Talk about knocking the [...]
Tags: Bee, Dan, Eleanor, leave him, psychic
I have been hit by a challenge from Confessions of a Secret Keeper and so in true Americana (with the words spray painted over my chest, shouting at the top of my voice) – BRING IT ON!
The aim of the challenge is to, in one picture, to sum up my interior design taste – now [...]
I like a drink though I don’t drink often and I have never been drunk (that’s not me being boring I just hit merry and can’t, even for the love of trying sometimes, get anymore drunk) but I enjoy a nice Sex on the Beach cocktail every now and then. Or an ice cold vodka [...]
Tags: alcohol, Big Apple, drink, Eleanor, Sex on the Beach, vodka and coke
Ok – so I’m writing this post enraged at people and their stupid judgements…
It is a running joke between everyone that knows me that I always call my boobs ‘mosquito bites’ or ‘bee stings’ because on the grand scheme of things (in body form) they’re not really in proportion to the rest of me.
Anyway, [...]
Tags: Blair, boobs, cocktail paradise, Dan, Lilly, photo land, spies, traitors
More than a Woman – Calvin Richardson. A song that, on a sunny day strolling through Central Park, does nothing but put a beaming smile on my face, makes me glad to be alive and feel that anything is possible.
Don’t ask me why it does this but it’s the only song which has this effect. [...]
Tags: Central Park, Happiness, smile, summer
The first thing that I would like to clear up is that I’m not a big girl by any stretch of the imagination but I’m suddenly realising that unless you’re a size 4 or 2 you can’t fit into anything which is becoming a serious health risk for me i.e. if I have to attempt [...]
Tags: drink, eat, fashion, lumps and bumps, shopping
Ok, so I have officially had my Accessory Circle virginty taken away from me and if you don’t know what I’m talking about you should be so ashamed you click here to find out more.
The short version is that it’s like ‘pay it forward’ whereby you get an accessory for two and a half weeks, [...]
Tags: accessory circle, Confessions of a Secret Keeper
Feel like crap today. Miss J and I have been talking about my situation with Dan through our many e-mails (I do work at work I promise) and she finally turned around today and said ‘don’t you think it’s a bit mean stringing him along like this’ and as soon as I read that I [...]
Tags: 4 years, Dan, journey, love, marriage, The Dutchess, wedding